Wednesday, January 11, 2012
me&Nick's new anniversary(:
Is on the 11th. Which is funny because the first time we dated, it was on the 1st, so I guess we just keep adding a one every time we date...looks like this is my last chance. Hope I don't fuck it up...
my dilemma...uncoded.
So, I was in a tight spot before, before meaning last weekend. Why was I in a tricky&sticky situation? Okay, well I will tell you.
So, to make a very long story shorter, I'll slightly recap my Saturday night at Paige's house. So, I got to Paige's and Nick came, and about 20 minutes after that this guy Cody came, and he was there for Paige, obviously. So, we were all on Facebook, and I commented on one of Matt's pictures where he has my bracelett on, and he texted me after that, telling me I should meet him at BP to hangout for a little while. So, we went, and it was awkward walking there since I know Matt&Nick dislike eachother because of me...but Matt still wanted me to go, and Nick didn't have much of a opinion about anything at that point. So, it was REALLY awkward at BP, since Matt was obnoxiously talking (probably to piss Nick off), and Nick sat quietly the whole time, and never said a word. I kept having to switch from talking to Nick, to talking to Matt, so it was annoying. My problem with that was that Nick&I were in a serious "not relationship" and I had feelings for Matt, but since my hand hurts, I don't want to get in huge detail, so I will sum it up very shortly. Matt told me he liked me for the first time, I made a fool out of myself by telling him Iliked him a lot, but since he had no reaction to that, I dropped that idea, and messed around with Nick. So, yeah. Me&Matt are awkward now, and Nick's my boyfriend, so all's fine in my world.
So, to make a very long story shorter, I'll slightly recap my Saturday night at Paige's house. So, I got to Paige's and Nick came, and about 20 minutes after that this guy Cody came, and he was there for Paige, obviously. So, we were all on Facebook, and I commented on one of Matt's pictures where he has my bracelett on, and he texted me after that, telling me I should meet him at BP to hangout for a little while. So, we went, and it was awkward walking there since I know Matt&Nick dislike eachother because of me...but Matt still wanted me to go, and Nick didn't have much of a opinion about anything at that point. So, it was REALLY awkward at BP, since Matt was obnoxiously talking (probably to piss Nick off), and Nick sat quietly the whole time, and never said a word. I kept having to switch from talking to Nick, to talking to Matt, so it was annoying. My problem with that was that Nick&I were in a serious "not relationship" and I had feelings for Matt, but since my hand hurts, I don't want to get in huge detail, so I will sum it up very shortly. Matt told me he liked me for the first time, I made a fool out of myself by telling him Iliked him a lot, but since he had no reaction to that, I dropped that idea, and messed around with Nick. So, yeah. Me&Matt are awkward now, and Nick's my boyfriend, so all's fine in my world.
Friday, January 6, 2012
meet the pieces of this puzzle.
So, when I put up those random pictures, I thought maybe you'd like to see the people I talk about in my blogs, so here's some of the people I talk about:
Nick, with makeup on. I put that on so beautifully, actually.
Paige, I don't know if I mentioned her yet, but I probably will.
Lauren, I picked way too nice of a picture for her's, but oh well.
Last but not least, Ian. Yeah, he's the one with laying by me.
Lauren, I picked way too nice of a picture for her's, but oh well.
Matt, I'm sure I mentioned him in this.
my new year, one day at a time.
So, my new year's been a little crappy, lately. No, scratch that, it's been alright. Uneventful. Not in a bad way, just getting all hyped up for New Year makes you believe that the second the clock strikes 12:00, you'll feel like a new human, well that's some heaping pile of bull. Maybe if I was at the party I should have been at, I'd have a different flow of energy in my veins, because cooped up in my step-grandparents house was slowing ranging my heart rate down, to a death-like coma pace.
So, yeah.
I got pretty mad at Nick a lot recently, turns out he was at Sandra's house pretty wasted, and did some stuff that stabbed me right in the back. We're fine now, but still, it was just one of those things I'll have to remember in the future about Nick. He says he'll never drink again, since he got sooooooo sick afterwards, he even sent me messages of him in pain and stuff, but I can't confirm that Nick's teenage hand will not have alcohol in it.
Nick's a good kid, he doesn't even do bad stuff, but he succumbs to pressure really easily.
Hopefully, my new start pick's up, but in all reality, nothing's really changed, and everything's still solid, thankfully.
So, yeah.
I got pretty mad at Nick a lot recently, turns out he was at Sandra's house pretty wasted, and did some stuff that stabbed me right in the back. We're fine now, but still, it was just one of those things I'll have to remember in the future about Nick. He says he'll never drink again, since he got sooooooo sick afterwards, he even sent me messages of him in pain and stuff, but I can't confirm that Nick's teenage hand will not have alcohol in it.
Nick's a good kid, he doesn't even do bad stuff, but he succumbs to pressure really easily.
Hopefully, my new start pick's up, but in all reality, nothing's really changed, and everything's still solid, thankfully.
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